Sutton Dreamy/IF-32.229

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Sutton is a dreamer and a dream. She can see the dreams of others; their hopes, their ideals, their insecurities, their nightmares. Glimpses flicker, bloom, and unfurl around any and every person she crosses. It can be overwhelming and numbing at the same time. She has a flat affect from it that doesn't waver even before the most frightening or joyful experiences of her life.

But Sutton is also herself a dream, an idealization, or the very concept of "the ideal" made real. And so, there is a parasitism there, that she cannot control. Whenever she meets someone new, at the start, she sees through them all their highest highs and lowest lows, their raw nerves, their rushes, their triggers, their glimmers. But the longer she is around people, the more they are exposed to her, the more she becomes their ideal. Their fantasies take on a familiar presence, their insecurities become reflections of what she specifically might think, their ambitions and reflections revolve around her because to them she becomes this most perfect being. And the longer she is around others, her life becomes a funhouse mirror hell where she sees nothing but twisted, objectified, idealized reflections of herself, the idea of herself, through the eyes and hearts of those who she thought could be her friends.

To others, she stops being a person and becomes this shape that demarcates their own identities, or this Sutton-shaped hole in their hearts where they pour their potential into, and it repulses her. And to herself, she sees, through the eyes and hearts of others, a fascimile of Sutton Dreamy destroying the identity of the people she likes most, killing them not in body but in soul and replacing them with twisted figments of herself, and that repulses her more. Even though it isn't something she is responsible for nor controls, she feels disgusted with herself when she feels disgusted with others. The Sutton Dreamy of her own nightmares might be the most false and twisted fascimile of them all, if she could only see it.

Sutton Dreamy is close friends with Tillman Henderson, specifically because he only thinks of himself.